because if some of you don't know I lost a baby girl back in 2006 and eventhough she isn't here with me...I still feel the responsibility to not forget her...to not let her slip from our memories....to make sure that her headstone looks like it just happened....that it will never look "forgotten" ....
I still have motherly duties to her
and I am proud of those duties
I love them!
And I have my precious baby girl Lyla here with me which I truly believe was my gift straight from God.
That girls brings out the best and worst in me
But I wouldn't trade her for all the precious jewels in this world!!
I consider myself honored to be able to celebrate a Mother's Day!
And I would not be the mother I am today if it wasn't for my wonderful friends who pulled me through tough times...reminded me that we all make mistakes...we all get off schedule..we all eat junk food for dinner for sometimes....it's ok to throw rules to the wind and just have fun!!
I thank all my "mother friends"
Happy Mother's Day!!!
I can't end a post like this without a short (hopefully) trip down memory lane:
17 week pregnant
34 weeks pregnant
August 5, 2008
favorite newborn picture
Pictures for Mother's Day 2009
Waiting on Daddy to look for a good hunting spot
first family pictures
crazy hair day at preschool!
......Life just gets better with Grandmas!!..........